wakeupdreamer;
I don’t know why I am making a tumblr post for this. but this is me. I am Andrea Joseph. I am a “sweetheart” or so everyone calls me all the time. What exactly is a sweetheart? I’m not sure. All I know is that I seriously work my ass off and I care about others and I don’t treat them like dirt. I know that I want the best for myself and I will do anything to get the best for myself. Even if my heart really wants something wrong for me I will learn to train it to want what’s right for me. I work at ultratan. I feel like people are always trying to degrade me because I work at ultratan. People who don’t even have jobs and need to learn to grow the fuck up. I refuse to let it bother me. I am a smart girl and I don’t fry myself in a tanning bed everyday. Ultratan gives you CONTROLLED tanning which means that you gradually build a tan instead of going to the beach for the first time of the year and turning into a lobster. Some people are even DIAGNOSED to go to a tanning bed. For example, if they have eczema. There are other skin conditions that tanning beds help as well. Not only that but we have the mystic tan which is uv free and actually has skin care built into it. (it doesn’t turn you orange) As well as that I have 3.8 in school and work as tutor. Therefore, I am not a dumb bimbo who works at a tanning salon. I am trying my hardest to save for a car. I WILL achieve everything I wish with hard work and determination. I have been through so much this year and I am constantly growing and becoming the best I can be. ………….I don’t consider this complaining. I consider it venting. and dammit i feel so much better now. People please grow up, stop whining, and don’t take shit for granted. i.love.you.
“I’m asked all the time in interviews about who I am, and I know a few people my age who have a strong sense of self, but I couldn’t say I know myself and sum it up and give it to you in a little package. I don’t know myself at all yet.”
(Source: ofabeautifulnight, via brittishh)
